I have been so upset with the Universe, blaming Source for not supplying me with all the knowledge that I wanted right away. I felt like I could handle more, and would keep asking for more and more. Eventually it all came to a standstill.
Little did I know that I would enter into what seemed like a totally different dimension. Look up the Berenstein/Berenstain Bears controversy. I was totally a Berenstein before but I think I have landed myself in a Berenstain world. It’s interesting how many things have shifted for me. I am back at my favorite pharmacy, where I feel like my family is. Like a switch being flipped inside me, I am changed. We are eating all organic, non-GMO food now. We have learned to survive on less food and less medication. We feel better and I want to just continue on that. Before, I so badly wanted to start a homestead and live off the grid. I still do, but now I realize I have been put in alignment with the resources and the capacity to deal with that. Before we may have never made it but slowly the Universe and the All That Is has been preparing me for this journey. The one that I asked for. The one that I manifested.
People – do not wait for the idea that is in your Matrix head to appear. Don’t think that because you aren’t manifesting a million dollars and a Benz and a summer home, that you aren’t manifesting. That’s what other people seem to be here to do. I have had to delete so many ‘positivity’ groups off my Facebook because it just seems so unimportant to me now. Rich people are watering the lawns with thousands and thousands of gallons of water when there are people dying of thirst out there. It seems pointless if we can’t all have it all. Every time I try to find my abundance in money I get a big fat Spirit ‘talk to the hand’. I’m not here for that kind of journey. The experience I am here for is that of love and togetherness and peace. And that’s not so bad.
Relationships that I feel like were holding me back are no longer bearing the weight they used to. I feel like my family is heading for where we want to be. My eyes are open and I am waiting for the next phase patiently. All in due time, says my Spirit Guide. For once, I am fine with that.
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