Organic (as far as we know) veggies and herbs from the garden. I love our garden and it has been a struggle and very rewarding at the same time, but gardening will break your heart when some of your babies die. We have lost a lot of plants so far this year.
I don’t usually smile in pictures and I am not smiling in this one. I have never liked my smile. I don’t know why. Maybe it just doesn’t look like the really happy me when I try to selfie smile. I mean, come on we all take a selfie every now and then but I wanted to take one in my natural habitat – my front porch. I don’t know if y’all hang out on y’alls porches, but in the South that is all we do.
Of course, I had to light the skeeter killer torch and I hate to do this because of the fumes. But these darn skeeters are out for blood this year and they have been wreaking havoc on me every time I go outside to tend to my babies. I read that mosquitoes prefer Type O blood and that is what I am. So perhaps they are all over me and no one else in my family is because I am the only Type O around.
It’s dark out now and there is a big, bright full moon out tonight so I am enjoying my time with beautiful Mother Earth and I think my crystals are calling for a moon bath so I better get them out here. Hope everyone is having an awesome weekend. Namaste, my friends!
Anyone that has ever heard me to talk about life or anyone who has followed my blog knows that I think there are multiple timelines playing out right now. I don’t know how this happens. I haven’t been able to make sense of it. I don’t know that we will ever be able to fully understand it, with our limited Earth and physical perspective. I know that I have witnessed several times now where things and people and memories seem eerily different than I remember. Just tiny little changes that you may or may not happen to catch. A real eye opener for me was the Berenstein/Berenstain controversy. I have written about it before so I will be brief. When I heard of this phenomena I immediately grabbed my phone to show this obvious liar that I was talking to that they were incorrect; I KNEW they were the BerenstEIN Bears. And to my utter horror every reference on Google of those bears was spelled BerenstAIN. When I looked at those images of the books with the AIN spelling it felt wrong. I knew it was wrong because I was guided to listen to what I knew to be right. It didn’t take long before I started to notice other glitches as well. Is there something wrong with the timeline we are living in right now if things seem off?
But what does it all really mean? For a while my mind was kinda blown by the idea that we might be in some crazy, holographic, fake world that is controlled by computers. We all know how much computers mess up. Makes sense to think that maybe some variation or virus or whatever might make small things like the spelling of a family of bears possible. Most people would assimilate and assume that they were just wrong about something they had seen differently their whole life. But some of us notice and we want to know why. There are tons of references to these “Mandela Effects” on the internet and a lot of similar memories of Oxyclean/Oxiclean, Johnny Quest/Jonny Quest – two alternate spellings that two groups of people remember differently. In case you were wondering, I happen to remember Nelson Mandela dying in prison. The adults of the world talked about it amongst themselves sometimes and I remember seeing a news report on it and even talking about him at school. I wasn’t much interested in worldly news at that age. Fast forward to 2013. Keep in mind that in this timeline he lived to be 95. That’s 25 or 30 years of no sign of Nelson Mandela until 2013. I, of course, searched for his story after hearing of his second death. He won a Nobel Peace Prize and was President of South Africa and I don’t remember any of these things he did for all this time. None of that seemed to sit right with me.
If the scary computers that are running the whole holographic show wanted to trick us or make us remember something different than we did, then they surely wouldn’t be letting us talk about it with each other. They could easily delete all the posts. Eventually we’d all remember the same thing because that is all they would allow us to see. This makes me lean more toward the notion of alternate dimensions. I think that if there is more than one timeline then it makes sense to think that there are multiple. The universe is infinite and maybe alternate timelines are too. They are all very similar but people and events seem to have changed. Now that I am privy to this information, I wonder why we shift and how. Do you have any glitches you can share? Have you noticed changes in the way you remember things versus the way others do?
I’m outside in the yard, like always, and just enjoying the weather and checking up on my garden. There always seems to be a particular spirit who is with me when I am alone in the garden. I am not sure who she is. She seems content to just accompany me so we work in silence.
There is a momma bird who keeps delivering food to her baby birds whose nest is in the roof of my porch. She works hard and those babies are always crying for more.
I only have two babies in the garden so far but here they are. The first is a squash and the second is a tiny green tomato.
I was so excited to see the baby squash. It’s all happening so quickly. I can’t wait to show you more. Wish I had pics of the baby birds but they are too high up to see.
I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend.
When I am tending to the garden and walking through the yard I have the constant smell of Honeysuckle. It reminds me of my childhood and it begs for me to come pull off a flower or two and get some of that sweet nectar.
I’m so excited when my Lillies start to bloom. This is the first one of the year!
I feel like a new momma again with my flower and herb and vegetable babies. All from Mother Earth, just like we are. I can’t wait for my vegetables to start producing!
I haven’t logged into my WordPress for a while now until last night. At midnight I got a notification saying that today was my three year WordPressiversary. Yay! I can’t believe it was been three years. I am so thankful that Spirit led me to this site and to all you wonderful people I have met on here. I only hope I can continue on for three more years! Hope you all have a wonderful day or night, wherever in the world you are.
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I have been so upset with the Universe, blaming Source for not supplying me with all the knowledge that I wanted right away. I felt like I could handle more, and would keep asking for more and more. Eventually it all came to a standstill.
Little did I know that I would enter into what seemed like a totally different dimension. Look up the Berenstein/Berenstain Bears controversy. I was totally a Berenstein before but I think I have landed myself in a Berenstain world. It’s interesting how many things have shifted for me. I am back at my favorite pharmacy, where I feel like my family is. Like a switch being flipped inside me, I am changed. We are eating all organic, non-GMO food now. We have learned to survive on less food and less medication. We feel better and I want to just continue on that. Before, I so badly wanted to start a homestead and live off the grid. I still do, but now I realize I have been put in alignment with the resources and the capacity to deal with that. Before we may have never made it but slowly the Universe and the All That Is has been preparing me for this journey. The one that I asked for. The one that I manifested.
People – do not wait for the idea that is in your Matrix head to appear. Don’t think that because you aren’t manifesting a million dollars and a Benz and a summer home, that you aren’t manifesting. That’s what other people seem to be here to do. I have had to delete so many ‘positivity’ groups off my Facebook because it just seems so unimportant to me now. Rich people are watering the lawns with thousands and thousands of gallons of water when there are people dying of thirst out there. It seems pointless if we can’t all have it all. Every time I try to find my abundance in money I get a big fat Spirit ‘talk to the hand’. I’m not here for that kind of journey. The experience I am here for is that of love and togetherness and peace. And that’s not so bad.
Relationships that I feel like were holding me back are no longer bearing the weight they used to. I feel like my family is heading for where we want to be. My eyes are open and I am waiting for the next phase patiently. All in due time, says my Spirit Guide. For once, I am fine with that.
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My plan is to grow spiritually and that is what I have been working on since I came into this world. I have to say that I never really thought that the food we eat would play such a large role in my enlightenment journey and I never really cared much about it until a friend suggested I watch this documentary, Food, Inc. I watched it with my husband and I felt sick to my stomach when it was over. I couldn’t believe that something so essential and so important as our food is being genetically modified and made into something completely different than what Mother Nature intended. I felt betrayed, but I thought I had better research a little just to make sure.
I can’t believe that I didn’t know these things before but I am glad I do now. It has completely changed the way I look at food. It was like a light had been switched on inside of me. I never have thought much about the food I was eating before. It was always so convenient and cheap to run through a drive thru after work or to grab a TV dinner on my way out of the store. After this documentary and the research I did, I can no longer keep putting these chemicals and pesticides into my body. In my town it can be hard to find organic, non-GMO food but luckily the grocery store that I work in carries some organic food, or I fear I may have starved at the beginning. I just couldn’t put those bad foods in my mouth again and I would almost rather eat dirt than to keep shoveling that CRAP into my mouth. In just a little over two weeks I have lost about ten pounds but more importantly I think I may have to cut my blood pressure medicine in half, at least for now. I hope to be off of it completely here pretty soon. I was feeling weird today at work and thought I would go check my pressure. It was 106/70. That is the lowest I have ever known my readings to be. I usually sit at around 160/90 or higher. I never thought I would see changes this fast. It really has nothing to do with the weight or even the blood pressure. For me the idea of genetically modifying a natural plant and putting viruses, bacteria and animal stuff into it seems WRONG to me. It just feels very WRONG. The idea of taking a normal chicken and pumping it full of hormones and antibiotics seems wrong. Feeding cows genetically modified corn feels wrong. I think that we, as a people, need to demand that we aren’t fed a load of crap and chemicals. We need to demand that our money goes to food that isn’t going to kill us and make our children’s children sterile.
If you want to remain in the Matrix then don’t watch this movie. It very well may change the way you think, eat and live.I hope it does.
I have been pretty miserable for the last year or two, having asked the Universe to move me to a new pharmacy. It did not oblige right away and I pushed and pushed and I finally got my way, but it has come with a cost. I feel like I have been trapped in the same spot, unable to move spiritually. It seems like for the last few months I have been seeing some things happen that I have asked the Universe for. I have been wanting to go back to my old pharmacy, having learned the error of my manifesting. If I had stayed put, Toxic Boss would have left shortly after and things would have been totally different for me over there. I have missed my friends over there who had become like a family to me. We still talk but it hasn’t been the same. When I was there, my psychic was literally blossoming and it has almost fizzled out now. I definitely still had some moments here and there but I think I went against the big plan or something. It wasn’t meant for me to go to the new pharmacy and maybe until I righted the wrong, I would stay in this place.
So anyway, more about my manifesting. I keep having bosses who make my life miserable and this doesn’t change no matter what I do. I try and try to see these people in a good light but I have a very hard time doing so. As much as I might preach to someone to love everyone – I am not loving these people. My guides are showing me these particular individuals with their right hand up towards me, like as if staying “stop”. I can’t seem to penetrate past this. They seem bent on one path with me and that is to get rid of me. No matter how good I am or how  hard I work or how much of an asset I know I am, they don’t see it that way. I long to go back to the old pharmacy, which is where I’m afraid the old Shelley still is. The manager there now is a good friend and a kindred spirit and my guides are showing me her smiling face, waving as I come back in there to work. Which is totally happening, by the way. The path is opening now for me to go back. Someone has to take some leave and they had a part timer leave to go back to school and they asked if I could come back. It all seemed to just fall into place perfectly. I take some vacation around Labor Day and after that I go back home! I can’t wait! I can feel all kinds of things happening now inside of myself. It is awesome.
Another manifestation, not as earth shattering for me but an affirmation all the same. I work in a pharmacy inside a grocery store, so we have those Mart Cart things for disabled persons to use when they shop. These things are such the headache for us because the batteries are old and the carts are always going dead. When the battery is low and someone gets off the cart, say to go to the bathroom which is right next to the pharmacy, the cart will beep very loudly until someone sits on the seat again. We have to hear this all the time and I even hear it in my dreams sometimes. So the other day was a particularly long episode of cart beeping and I was just SICK OF IT! I remember closing my eyes and thinking, “Why in the world doesn’t somebody get these batteries replaced? I am so tired of hearing these things beeping all the time!” That was probably last Friday. Today when I was waiting at the service desk to pay for some items, a man walks up to me and said he was there to fix the Mart Carts. He seems to think I am the Mart Cart person, but I am not. I told him that I was just asking the Universe for him to come fix those things and that I was surprised at how fast this had occurred. He had to replace every single one of the batteries and he hunted me down when he was done and told me what all had been done. This guy surely has replaced several batteries in several stores and knows that the chick in the pharmacy is not the onw you should be telling this stuff to, but he seemed to think I was the one. It was like he was there per my request; a request I had only thought in my head.
So that’s totally cool and I am ready to start manifesting some more. I don’t mean the stacks and stacks of money and the expensive cars that seem to keep getting posted on my Law of Attraction Facebook groups. It’s definitely all about the Benjamins on there, but I have some more metaphysical things in mind. Let’s hope the Mart Cart guy felt the need to head over to the other pharmacy since I will be over there soon. If I remember correctly those were some bad carts too.
What a beautiful night to be sitting outside in such wonderful weather. I am waiting to see the meteor shower, which is supposed to be very visible from here in the south. My crystals asked to be brought out here “to bathe” and together, we wait. I have already seen three meteors or meteorites or whatever they are. Two of them were zipping about in the sky, in perfect synchronicity. They looked almost unreal, with what looked like a fiery tail behind them both. Even though I am in the city I can see so many stars. The moon is hidden and it is allowing the stars to shine so bright.
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Yay! My first GH of the year. I love the GH – it is my spirit animal and I know exactly what the message is!
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These pictures are from several weeks ago when we went on a family and friends camping trip at Camp Albert Pike in Langley, Arkansas near the Ouachita National Forrest. It is so beautiful there and the water is so clear you can see right to the bottom. Wish I had taken the better camera with me, but the pictures are still beautiful.
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To those who have not seen the movie, RENT, watch it right away. I, myself, have seen it a million times and felt a pull to watch it tonight. I have been laughing and feeling the love and crying. I love singing and I love movies with singing. I don’t know much about musicals, but if they are all like this, then I would love them. I have been in a not so good place in the last several months. I have allowed the negative to come into my life and I did not want to share that or infect anyone else. I have neglected my blog, my place to go. I have felt like I have no place to go. It’s not a good place to be, but I could not be here and not be genuine to my plight. I promise to change this. I need this and I need RENT and I need y’all! Since having a crazy week and then watching this awesome movie again, I have decided to not allow things which I do not want in my life anymore. I am in control and I will continue to stay that way. I have missed you, sweet readers, and I can’t wait to tell you about the things I have learned while I have been away. Since I just now realized these things, we will be learning together. Please watch the full movie, RENT, and tell me what you think!!!
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